http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/ debutante Sun, 19 Jun 2005 11:10:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/39.html Sun, 19 Jun 2005 19:06:46 GMT hola! my goodness it's been some time..damn, march was so long ago..i wonder if you people will still come back! i hope so! don't leave me! *sob* nothing much happened since march. i'm still with ganesha, and sen has moved on and found himself a shereen michelle from sabah. someone who can keep him company on his nights out and has no qualms about getting high as a lord herself. someone who dresses like the women out of gangsta rap vids on MtV and can pull it off. am i epitomising the jealous ex..well, two sentences can hardly do justice to the amount of cathartic bitching i've done... (more) http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=39 http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/37.html Tue, 01 Mar 2005 07:07:10 GMT tossed away like tear soaked tissues I need a shower to wash away the residue of you Exfoliate away this crust of old memories Serenade myself into oblivion beneath the gushing stream Etch the word with a damp fingertip in the steam on the mirror Goodbye pasted by proud cousin of author gaayathri nair, auckland, nz. u roc my socs. http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=37 http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/36.html Fri, 25 Feb 2005 15:52:53 GMT joy. that was the phrase of the day a while ago, and yesterday i told tegence to spread 'let there be light'. and 'sweet like chocolate', 'cos the bloody techno song was in my head. do you know before you use the PCs in this place you have to beep your ID in at this machine at the entrance? it's such a bloody pain! i mean, i walked in like i owned the place la, and he didn't stop me or ask any questions, so wtf. hee. benefits to being ignorant. lit is in a while. skipped everything else today-need to study religion by myself, get the questions off priya and finish them over the weekend.... (more) http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=36 http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/35.html Wed, 16 Feb 2005 05:37:37 GMT it's refreshing to have a colour change. hope this isn't too glaring though. if it is, i'll split up my paragraphs. priya looks so sad and tired outside in the garden...maybe i should go keep her company later before i leave...when is my dad going to go to WORK WHENWHENWHEN. ARGH. there have been so many times where i just didn't feel like college, where i'd ask to get dropped off at amcorp and sit sipping and iced chocolate in starbucks and doing some math or lit, after which i'd meet sen and waste away the rest of the day either thinking or agonising or going online. and im upset over... (more) http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=35 http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/34.html Mon, 14 Feb 2005 05:40:11 GMT in honour of stupid cupid, this entry shall be in pink. last year was my standard valentine's - i was single (yup, never celebrated it with a man till 2005) and i sat at home while it rained cats and monkeys outside and people jammed up the roads thanks to mid valley's travel fair. thought i could go out with the girls, but that ruined our plans, so we all sat lifelessly at home while people waxed lyrical about their super-convoluted Valentine's plans for the rest of the day over hitz.fm. Valentine's has never been of much consequence for me - oh YA though hahaha, last year i got a bouquet of... (more) http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=34 http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/33.html Tue, 01 Feb 2005 05:40:15 GMT sometimes it gets to me. i mean, i spent 7 months of my life with sen-8, if you count the bloody courting-wooing-firstdates bullshit that i wasted may on.alright, not wasted...admittedly the first three months were beautiful.and there were a lot of wonderful moments.beautiful,wonderful,i'm turning into a Hallmark card.but seriously-i'm so used to holding him and having him hold me and no one else, so used to walking straight up to him and taking him by the hand when i see him in public cos i'm reaffirming he's my property.now i can't do that.probably not now and not ever.but it JUST... (more) http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=33 http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/32.html Thu, 20 Jan 2005 05:25:26 GMT i'm so deliriously happy. life's too short to allow yourself to stick with something that just pulls you down.once you know you're not meant to be with someone, and that there is a chance for happiness elsewhere, you have to grab it. but it came in the most unlikely form, and yet it felt like the most natural thing to happen. like all i had to do was wait for the inevitable. the love is overwhelming, i feel so beautiful and complete. it's so TRUE-thats been paraphrased ;) and anyway i have to learn to let go...he helps...seeing him everyday will help me erase the memories and the... (more) http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=32 http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/31.html Wed, 19 Jan 2005 02:41:45 GMT man.i am SO confused. actually i think i know what i want, and im not afraid to acknowledge it because there can be nothing more bloody obvious in my life. i'm just afraid of letting go.it's been such a long time and ive adapted to a certain pattern of familiarity-expecting something, talking to certain people, being recognised for certain things...and then seeing that statement on the Friendster profile which will be taken off very soon, if i do what i want.i want it but im tired of being upset...and i'm sick right now, and the smallest thing could/can aggravate my... (more) http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=31 http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/29.html Wed, 12 Jan 2005 03:46:18 GMT we go to rum jungle.if you know where beach club and nuovo's is, follow the road till you reach the very end of the stretch and it sits tucked away on the righthand-side. the middling crowd (it was a tuesday night) was made up of middle-aged white couples and people past their prime but pretending that they weren't. so what else is new. sanjay got us a table immediately, and a jug of beer i obviously didn't touch. renesh, ben and i ended up sticking three straws in a glass of Coke cos a jug cost 37 bucks and we were strapped for cash (SURPRISE) and we were attempting to teetotal. i say... (more) http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=29 http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/archive/30.html Mon, 10 Jan 2005 00:53:50 GMT okay i KNOW i was supposed to update about the second week of holidays...but i can't believe i'm actually glad to be in taylor's again. the night before orientation i went to zouk to experience Ghetto Heaven for myself, and surprisingly, as much as i seem like the ultimate party animal, i didn't really like it. shawn, our dear, beloved, darling shawn, withstood the antics of the five females (and zero males, another brownie point) under his care...i have to put that idiot's pic up soon. he's fast becoming one of my best girlfriends. protected us when there was a fight, followed us around,... (more) http://afrokarma.blogdrive.com/comments?id=30