nothing much happened since march. i'm still with ganesha, and sen has moved on and found himself a shereen michelle from sabah. someone who can keep him company on his nights out and has no qualms about getting high as a lord herself. someone who dresses like the women out of gangsta rap vids on MtV and can pull it off. am i epitomising the jealous ex..well, two sentences can hardly do justice to the amount of cathartic bitching i've done since i found out haha..by now it's old news, no one really cares a fuck.
i do, sometimes. but only when ganesha pisses me off and i think of other people who have made me happy.i'm only human!! it's not like i want sen back. no siree. memories are immortal. they reside in the soul. can't do anything about that. universal fact.
the finals were shitty, but i think i worked my arse off way more than i did for AS, which is a good thing. i hope the results reflect that. otherwise, i will resign myself to the fact that my high-flying ambitions are as unreachable as cirrus clouds and the only way i can end up sitting on a mountain of cash is if i open a 24-hr mamak stall and get cosy with local thugs to ensure good business.
JEEZ.why is life so hard?
i have to hunt around for the right unis to apply to now.considering the ivy league..my SAT results weren't so shabby, hehe *grins* but over-arching modesty prevents me from saying i kicked ass in the verbal section. so no one will ever find out.
oops.
am i lame or am i lame??its because i am so phenomenally bored!after college, your days become as long as alaskan winters and you spent half your time sleeping and the other half eating and cleaning yourself. i'm trying to get a job, but i'm so accustomed to sitting on my arse that getting up is out of the question. so i'm hypocrisy on legs. i will be updating the blog everyday..i must tell everyone about the prom..it was held in Zouk KL! yes, folks, step right up and be the recipients of the best piece of goss since wacko jacko got out of his paedophile suit..we booked half the club..and..stay tuned for more updates ;P now i know you'll come back.much luv.
the finals were shitty, but i think i worked my arse off way more than i did for AS, which is a good thing. i hope the results reflect that. otherwise, i will resign myself to the fact that my high-flying ambitions are as unreachable as cirrus clouds and the only way i can end up sitting on a mountain of cash is if i open a 24-hr mamak stall and get cosy with local thugs to ensure good business.
JEEZ.why is life so hard?
i have to hunt around for the right unis to apply to now.considering the ivy league..my SAT results weren't so shabby, hehe *grins* but over-arching modesty prevents me from saying i kicked ass in the verbal section. so no one will ever find out.
oops.
am i lame or am i lame??its because i am so phenomenally bored!after college, your days become as long as alaskan winters and you spent half your time sleeping and the other half eating and cleaning yourself. i'm trying to get a job, but i'm so accustomed to sitting on my arse that getting up is out of the question. so i'm hypocrisy on legs. i will be updating the blog everyday..i must tell everyone about the prom..it was held in Zouk KL! yes, folks, step right up and be the recipients of the best piece of goss since wacko jacko got out of his paedophile suit..we booked half the club..and..stay tuned for more updates ;P now i know you'll come back.much luv.